Once more for love. love. loveInside these tomb stone walls, I sit and wait, I wait and listen, I listen and think. I hear them thinking, I hear them screaming but I can't decode their words. It's a language I have not yet learned to speak. I know I have this all wrong.Once more for love. love. love
How can they be so carefree with their lives? How are they so free? And here I am trapped behind these tomb stoned walls, sitting and waiting. For nothing at all. I am here just to be here, because If I am not here, than where I am?
So many times I write of being lost, I write of two opposites inside one body, I write of distance and shame, failure and hope. I write of these thin
Rays of reflectionI am so tired of writing you these silly little love letters. I want to burn them all. I want to forget they exist. I want to forget we existed as perfectly as any two people ever could. Of all these letters, not one makes any sense. They are just the rantings of a broken heart, of a lost soul. And yes, I do believe my soul is lost.Rays of reflection
Some days the aching becomes so unbearable that I would rather die than live without you. Some days I just want to cry, scream, run away, something, anything. I would do whatever it takes to just make this stop. The love, I feel, when I think of you is casted over by knowledge. Knowledge that you won'
Lesson 674930289Yesterday you came to me in a nightmare -no, not a nightmare- something more than that, something like reality unfolding before my eyes. You came to me with aged-worn eyes and a smile that resembled your never faultering love lust. The same smile that summon demons in the darkest part of my sleeping mind. (Is the mind every asleep? Oh, I wish it would)Lesson 674930289
You came to me unaware of the ground shifting, crumbling, vanishing beneath our feet. Unaware that you being as you are, you had no right to stand before me, with those eyes, with that smile. That smile, it defines me, it defines you, and it surely defines 'us'. And you know as we
You bring out the worst in me
Torment
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